I sat in a cold, dark room with the blinds down, white noise, humidifier and diffuser on while my daughter napped nearby.
I used to write.
I used to write every single day. I used to read. I used to use my time trying to figure out what I wanted to do with my life. I used to workout.
But, then, I watched myself surf on my phone scrolling through social media just to get through the day. I was addicted to clicking on that app and seeing what people were posting. I promised myself I’d only spend a few minutes there, but “a few minutes” turned into 30 which turned into an hour and left me feeling empty.
What did I learn? How did that benefit me? Did it make me a better person?
No, it didn’t.
All it did was waste my time.
What I learned is that it was….. TOXIC.
It was a bunch of people complaining, calling each other names, “conspiracy theorists” when in fact the science/research is out there, but people just don’t want to believe it.
They don’t want to believe the government is corrupt and they don’t give a rat’s ass about you or I.
Was it hard to digest that information?
But, you need to know that.
Getting back to the social media thing….. I used to log onto facebook ONCE a week. It used to be something I looked forward to. And, instagram and twitter were the same thing.
Then, I found myself logging on SEVERAL times a day. It became addicting.
So, yesterday, I decided to DELETE Instagram and Facebook.
I don’t know when I’ll re-install them. It probably won’t be until I start getting back to what I used to do.
I mean, part of me feels guilty because I’m not making connections for my business/creating content for my followers/educating others on my services, but I needed a break.
What is going on with the world is depressing and I’m trying to limit my time on social media.
Corruption. Censorship. Dictatorship.
I couldn’t deal with it.
The fact that vax-injuries are being covered up disgusts me. My daughter was injured by shots and so, I feel even more pissed.
BTW – you can think what you’d like about the above statement. You are entitled to your own opinion as am I, so I’m not interested in anyone “coming for me.”
It’s okay to take a break from all the chaos and information out there. Don’t feel guilty for that (this is what I tell myself).
I am tired of the drama.
I am tired of people being so blinded by the news/government.
I am tired of people being so naïve.
I am tired of others not having their own opinions.
I am tired of people “following the crowd.”
Let me clue you in on sometimes you may/may not have known…..
this “vax” is NOT FDA approved. It failed in alllll the animal trials. VAERS only reports 1% of adverse side effects from vax. It doesn’t prevent you from getting covid. You still have to wear a mask/social distance.
WHY are you letting someone tell you what to do?
What aren’t you thinking for yourself?
What are we allowing this to happen and not speak up?
When are you going to start standing up for yourself/family/friends?
When will YOU wake up?
See how hard this stuff is to hear. Maybe you need to get off social media too!